Cayle's presents from mommy.

I still wanna get him his noah's ark playset. I don't know if I can buy more animals to go with it, but if not I guess someone else could..or it could be a christmas thing. :) these are all his little gifts from me. :D

I dunno what to call this one.

So far so good..Adam has managed to make me smile even miles away. He called me last night to ask my ring size and bought me a cute skull and crossbones ring. It made me happy. I feel like taking some pictures..but I dunno. I wanna try to take Cayle to the park one day this week but I really don't wanna go alone. I'm counting down to Christmas. 108 days. By the time Adam gets back it'll almost be time for Rock City. The fall trip that is. And the pumpkin patch. :D I think right now..cayle and I are gonna draw on the side walk if its not too hot. I'll post pictures later.

Surviving the next three weeks..

Thats gonna be tough.. My plan is to stay as busy as I possibly can so I don't have time to be sad. Adam put a letter in my bag before he left. I didnt see it until I got home. It basically told me how much Cayle and I meant to him and how much I meant to him. And how he thanked God for bringing us to him. It meant the world to me he took his time to write that. He even took the time to draw a heart with our names in it. I put it in the scrapbook so when he finally sees the finished product he'll look at it and smile. I'm not gonna lie, I'm really upset that he's gone..but I guess we'll appreciate each other even more than we do now. Everything will be perfect. I just hope this goes by fast..we'll see I guess. I miss him already. :( but like I said..time to stay busy and get alot done so nothing will be in the way when he comes home and we can spend time together again.

Almost done.!.

My hard work is paying off. I finally got to get Cayle some more birthday presents. Granted, they're the tonka trucks I wanted to make sure he had, but to make sure he has them all he only needs two or three more. But I will post pictures of the ones he has. They're adorable.!!. I also got him a ball so we can play in the yard once he learns how to walk. Its bright green. It was the one he wanted so I didn't argue. So now he has 11 gifts from mama. But I'm not done. I still wanna get him the little people's noah's ark. That will be his big gift from me. They have other animals you can buy for ten dollars at toys r us. I dunno if I'll have the money for them, but I can try I guess. If not its a good idea for christmas. :) I've made the rough draft of the guest list, and there's about 50 people on it. If possible I'm going to rent out the pavilion in the park close to my house. Its spacious and its big enough for all 50 of the guests. Miss Brittney has helped me by designing Cayle's invitations (and they look great by the way) And I'll be sending them out about two weeks before the party. I do need to get the rest of the decorations, but that mostly consists of confetti, table cloths, plates and silverware. I would love to make Cayle's personal cake myself. The one he gets to smash his face in. As far as the cake for everyone else, I hope everyone likes cookie cake. I do need to make sure none of the children coming have any food allergies. But as far as everything else goes, I'm very excited. :D I hope he can fit in his birthday shirt I got him at Carters.

Adam leaves sunday..this is going to SUCK. I seriously have no idea what I'm gonna do. It's gonna be lonely for sure. I know I'm gonna cry when I drop him off.. ehhhh.
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I made a ten dollar tip cutting hair today. I was super super proud of myself. It turned out to be one of the best ones I've done..not that any were bad. This one just turned out better than the others.

All in all, things are good..I think I want to take cayle to the county fair this year. It'll be something we can do together for fun. It'll get my mind off of things too. Maybe someone could go with us. any takers.?

Ideas for christmas.

I know we have a couple holidays to go before christmas actually gets here but, this year's christmas is going to be a special one. Its mine and adam's first christmas as a couple. It's cayle's first christmas where he can interact with everyone and be excited. So I thought i'd make a list of some ideas I'd like to see happen this christmas also gift ideas and traditions.

tonka trucks in cayles stocking.
decorating stockings together.
making a gingerbread house.
making gingerbread cookies.
sending gift baskets to family and friends with a little something in them for everyone.
special ornaments being made for adam and i as a couple, cayle for his own, and a family ornament.
black friday shopping like a ninja..(ive done it every year)
parties.
letting cayle open one present christmas eve.
picture with santa.
rock city.
home made hot cider or hot chocolate.
making adam a stocking along with the gifts i get him.
decorating together.
lots of pictures in whatever snow we get (if any)
dinners.
i wanna try to get cayle some type of tricycle or wagon.
I know I wanna get adam something really really special..i just dont know what yet..

ill think of more..i just wanted to get started.

What a day. :D but in a good way.

Today was absolutely great. Adam and I took Cayle to the Creative Discovery Museum with Christina, Chris, Grace, Morgan, and her son Christian. It was a blast. At first, I was afraid Cayle wouldnt have that much fun because the last time I was there, they didnt have much for babies, but a lot has changed since then. They had a whole play area for just babies. It was so fun. Adam got a lot of pictures of Cayle, but Cayle was to wrapped up in playing with all the toys and going through the exhibits that he didn't really care much for his picture being taken. Haha. Adam loves bonding with Cayle. It was so much fun to watch all the babies splash in the water. All of them got soaked. I hit my head pretty hard trying to climb up through the play ground to get to adam and cayle. I'm glad Adam got to spend some time with us before he leaves sunday..I really don't know what I'm going to do with myself while he's gone. It's just gonna suck being without him for almost an entire month. But like I said..I'm trying to be positive and think about how happy we'll be to see each other again. Adam has my car for the rest of the week. Soo I'm just chilling at home with Cayle. We're spending a lot of time together during the day because I hate being away from him at school, but in the long run it will be better for us. As soon as I got hime tonight, I mmediately started working on my scrapbooks. Scrapbooks make it easy and more enjoyable (not that it wasnt before) to document the things that happen in Cayle's life. I guess because I can be more creative with it. I know this is really off topic, but I decided to wrap Cayle's birthday presents since he likes to get into paper. hahah. I'm also thinking of ideas for christmas. This is cayle's first family christmas with both a mom and a dad and I wanna make it special. Not only that, but it's my first christmas with adam. And I wanna make it special for us too. It's so close to my favorite time of year. I can almost taste it. Now if I can survive these next three weeks..I'll be ok. Keep me sane girls.!.

Just blogging. :)

I've made a discovery that Cayle loves the 'Little People' toys. And that he really likes the noah's ark set. I took him to my friend Alliea's house so I could see her and he could play with her nephew. He's almost two, but Cayle doesn't mind. It's sweet to watch them. But Cayle really liked her nephews noah's ark set. I'd love to get it for him for his birthday as one of his BIG presents from me. I have him 3 of those little tonka trucks for toddlers that you see at walmart for like 4.00. I got him the race car, the taxi, and the garbage truck. Those are the ones he wanted. But hopefully I can get him some more for his birthday. Or someone else or something. The noah's ark thing you can buy more animals for. Today, I'm taking him to the discovery museum with chris and christina and baby grace. Adam is coming too. I'm really excited. Sunday, Adam is gonna have to leave me for three weeks for this buisness trip. I'm not really gonna know what to do with myself..but I keep reminding myself of how happy I'll be to see him when he comes home. He's promising me a fun night when he comes back, but I wanna make his last night memorable. I guess I wanna do something spontanious and romantic just to show him that him going away to make sure in the long run cayle and I are taken care of when we finally move in together does mean a lot and that I am really proud of him. Speaking of moving in together. Adam has a queen size bed for us. A desk. And an night table. We have a microwave. Possibly couches. A lamp.Coffee tables. I'm trying to make a check list of everything we have so after birthdays and christmas I can focus on getting what we need. School is going okay, I just havent had much time to study when I need to. I'm really trying to get everything done in time to go out onto the floor. I'm getting close. I have a couple hair cuts and manicures and a little of this and that but im getting there. I'm trying to find a new place for Cayle's party..I'm not having much luck. Cayle is getting three 1st birthday parties. Adam's family wants to throw one. I'm throwing one for everyone. Then I'm having a small one that consists of us spending the day together as mother and son. We'll go to the aquarium and lunch. :D I can't believe how big he's gotten. I feel as if things are starting to look up. Cayle's getting a new carseat this week. THANK GOD. he needed one. I'll post pictures later from todays events.