Bailian Cayle.

Bailian Cayle. You have brought me through so much. I've loved you since I knew you were coming into this world. I cant imagine my life without you. I want more than anything to keep you away from all the things that could hurt you. I want Adam to be beside me watching you grow up. You and I are best friends..when I have no one else..you're always there to cheer me up. Nobody will EVER take you from me. I'll go through hell and back just to make sure you're safe. I'll live for you. I'd die for you. I'd kill for you. I never knew I could love someone as much as I do you. You are my heart. My soul. My own flesh and blood. I will never judge you. You can always come to me with a problem. No matter how big or small. I want you to know you can talk to me. You may only be four and a half months old...but you are the best thing to happen to me. I love when you learn something new..or when you just smile..it melts away all my problems. I love how the simple things like a soft blanket or your favorite teddy bear always make you smile. I love how your first word was mama. It makes me feel like you already know I'll always be here for you. And one day when I'm long gone..I hope you know I still love you. I'm gonna make a good life for us. I'll make sure you get a good education and have a happy family. A mom and a dad that loves you. Adam may not be related to you through blood..but he's taught me that blood doesn't make a father..it's the love and support for a child that makes a daddy. And baby..adam is a daddy to you. He'll be able to teach you all the things I can't. Like how to throw a football..or to wrestle. All the things little boys do. I'll keep my promises. This much is true. I will never ever regret a thing with you. This is a learning experience for both of us. And I'm excited to watch you grow up and experience life to the fullest. I want you to be a simple kind of man. I may be quoting a song here. But thats my song to you. I love you Cayle.

My mama told me when I was young
Said sit beside me my only son
And listen closely to what I say
And if you do this it'll help you some sunny day
Oh, yeah it will

Oh, take your time, don't live too fast
Troubles will come and they will pass
You'll find a woman and you'll find love
And don't forget that there is a someone up above

And be a simple kind of man
And be something you'll love and understand
Baby be a simple kind of man
Oh, won't you do this for me son if you can?
Then you can

Don't get your lust from the rich man's gold
All that you need now is in your soul
And you can do this, oh baby if you try
All that I want from you my son is to be satisfied

And be a simple kind of man
And be something you'll love and understand
Baby be a simple kind of man
Oh, won't you do this for me son if you can?
If you can

Oh, don't you worry, you'll find yourself
Follow your heart and nothing else
And you can do this, oh baby if you try
All that I want from you my son is to be satisfied

And be a simple kind of man
Be something you'll love and understand
Baby be a simple kind of man
Oh, won't you do this for me son if you can?
So baby be a simple, be a simple man
Oh, won't you do this for me son if you can?