As most of you know I started a new job three weeks ago. And I was really happy to be working in a place that fit my schedule and where people were nicer. Just as I'm starting to get the swing of things.. sh*t hits the fan. I get a phone call from Monika ( my boss) saying that it's slowed down and she doesn't need me anymore. That I need to go somewhere else. Somewhere that pays hourly. It's really funny how all of a sudden she doesn't need me anymore. After she gets caught up. After I teach her a few things. My old boss from Regis does her hair..and all this happened right after. I bet you money that old hag had something to do with this.. So long story short..I am out of a job. And I have no idea what I'm going to do..Any and all clientele I had has been kicked out from under me because of her. I'm at a low point. Finding a new job just seems so hard because I looked for 2 months before I left Regis. I don't want to be in another chain salon because they suck the life out of you and they don't care about whether you have family or not. That was the problem with Regis. I worked until 10 every night. I worked every holiday. Almost missed Cayle's birthday. And it's just not something I want to get sucked into again. It's not good for Cayle. I'll give up doing hair before I work all night again. Most private salons want you to have a clientele and to pay booth rent. Booth rent ranges from 75 to 175 dollars a week. And you have to have a clientele to pay for something like that. But if I could get in somewhere I would be able to be my own boss. Which would be wonderful..but finding someone that would understand my situation and everything that's happened is hard these days. Daddy even offered to help me start my own business. That's always an option..but again..clientele. Regis clientele weren't loyal so it didn't help much. Part of me wants to give up and just find a job that is 9 ti 5 and pays good whether it's hair or not. Part of me wants to keep going..but it takes time. Time is a luxury I don't really have..I want out of my parent's house. I want to be able to have my own place and not try to raise a family out of someone else's home..And I'm trying everything I can possibly do. Mom even suggested I clean the house for money again. But what she pays isn't enough. It's enough for a tank of gas. And I want my own money. Not someone else's. I'm at a loss at this point. I really don't know where to go from here...
On a positive note..Ryan met my family. And it couldn't have gone better. My family really likes him. Dad especially. He came over for BBQ and drinks. Ryan even taught me how to fish. He had a big bass hooked and it got away so he let me try to fish for him. And I hooked him and had him reeled all the way in and he got off the hook. And then Ryan tried one more time and had him half way reeled in and he got off the hook again! Daddy really enjoyed meeting him. He kept inviting him over and out places which he never does. Ryan and Mom had fun talking. They cracked up about everything. I'm glad the whole 'meeting the family' thing is over and we can move on.
Ryan has been so supportive and understanding about this whole job ordeal. He said he would help me find something and that Monika is losing one hell of a stylist. And she's going to find herself in a world of trouble when she doesn't have any help. He always has a way to make me smile when I'm worried to no end. And it's the way he is that makes me think that we could go far and that maybe..just maybe he's the one. We don't get to go out on the town often..but we make up for it in other ways. We go when we can and if not we stay in and cook or watch movies or go for a drive. He's just an amazing guy. And in a way he's my best friend. And I think that's what makes us thrive. I can say anything or look at him and he knows exactly what I'm thinking or talking about. I think it's safe to say I like him. Hahah.
This is completely random..but Ryan has got me turned on to this show 'The Walking Dead'. If anyone has paid any mind to my pinterest page or facebook..you'll notice I watched all 3 seasons in a week. Normally I don't like zombies because they're kinda..overrated but this is amazing. I love Daryl he's my favorite character. I like that Ryan and I have something to bond over.
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