What an absolutely horrible day. :/

It may be a bunch of little things..but those little things add up. Cayle and I woke up awfully late..I'm talking 1 in the afternoon. And that ruined all my plans for the day. I go to make Cayle his breakfast..and I step on a piece of glass and pain shoots up all the way to my knee..so it's sensitive. Then I get ready to go to school..and I can't find my iPod...and I HATE the radio. Its bad music and trashy conversations. Notice I love a band that is NEVER heard on the radio. And I STILL have no idea where it is..unless Cayle hid it. He likes to play with it like a phone. I dunno..I hope I find it. Otherwise...I'm kind of..S.O.L. So I get to school..and it's a slow day. No clients. I HATE days like that. And it was fingerwaves and pincurls day..those are messy and seriously complicated. My stomach was hurting..so I left to go eat dinner with Alliea. And after about 1/2 a bowl of soup..I was full...and I had not eaten at all today..so that confirms my suspicions of having a SECOND stomach ulcer. I have all the signs now. And considering I just got over in in December..I'm pretty upset. And even more so theres nothing I can do about it.
Remember that girl I wrote about a while back who only talked to me when she wanted something.? The one I confronted time and time again about her not putting any effort into our friendship and shooting down every effort I made.? Remember how I deleted her from my Facebook page and told her not to txt or call me anymore.? Guess who had the guts to send me another friend request on Facebook.?? That's right. So I dunno what I'm gonna do about that. About 95% of me wants to send a vicious message telling her that if she ever tried to talk to me again I'd hope she would bite the curb. And the other 5% wants to let karma do it's job. I'm sure karma can do a much better job than I can at making sure she gets what she deserves. I just hope I'm around when it happens. I want pictures. That sounds awful and so unlike me..but she's a BAD person. She's fake and she only talked to me when she wanted something or when her boyfriend/other friends were too busy. The last time I saw her she wanted a free haircut. Cayle was 8 months old then..he's 16 months old. About to be 17 months..what does THAT say.? I dunno. I'm just over it. And I wish I knew how to handle the situation.
Adam comes home tomorrow.!! Thank goodness this BS is OVER.! I got him a cookie cake that says 'welcome home adam'. I can't wait to give it to him. I hope he likes it. Pretty soon I'll be shopping for wedding stuff. I can't wait.

If you read all of this. Kudos. I complain too much.

How sneaky.!!

My in-laws to be threw me a surprise birthday party. I was out with Kay and Adam's grandmother, Martha, yesterday and Martha asked if I would mind cutting Bob's (adam's grandfather) hair tomorrow around 5:30. And of course I didn't mind so I agreed. When I got to their house today, I saw Adam's aunt Robin's car there..and again..I didn't think anything of it. I just figured she was there visiting. When I got inside everyone was there and yelled surprise.!! I had streamers and ballons, a present, cards, and a homemade cake.! I haven't had an actual birthday party since I was twelve. I was so happy. Kay had gotten me bath & body works. And it all smelled like lemon. MMMMM.!! Which was kinda funny because I had gotten her bath and body works to thank her for helping me with Cayle when he was sick. Martha and Bob got me a card and put 20 dollars in it. That was awesome.! The cake was soooo yummy. And after everyone ate we played cards. I actually did ok. Adam called while I was over there and apparently this party..it was his idea. But he denies it jokingly. I can't believe how lucky I am to have such great people in my life. I have such a wonderful boyfriend. And in-laws.
Adam comes home this weekend. I am soooo ready for it. Adam got me a really nice flat iron for my birthday. I can't wait till it comes in. He bought it off of amazon. And he wants to take me out for my birthday too. It'll be like a date. He said to be thinking of stuff I wanna do..but in all honesty..chattanooga sucks to the point of where I don't know what I wanna do..the only thing I really want are pictures of us outside. If anyone has any suggestions of FUN stuff to do in chattanooga that isn't crazy expensive and not one of the city's 'major' attractions please let me know. It can't be bowling either..I just got my nails done lol.
Kay and I found my maid of honor dress for her wedding. Its strapless and a chocolate brown color. I posted a picture of it. I'm really struggling with losing weight. I think it's because of my birthday and stuff with all the sweets. But no more fooling around. I'm going to continue to work out every night and I really wanna try hydroxycut to see if it will help me. I see it work for alot of people..so maybe I'm one of them. :)

My birthday.

Today was a really fun day. I got tons of happy birthday wishes. Christina and I went to get our nails done at a place called California Nails. They were cheaper than the salon we had originally planned on going to. We both got acrylics put on. Afterwards we went to eat at Olive Garden. It was realllllly yummy. Christina even bought me a cupcake for my birthday. It was Mickey Mouse. I love Mickey Mouse. Then we went into the craft store. I found photo boxes 3 for 5 dollars. It was too good of an offer to pass up. After that we went to maurice's. They make clothes in all sizes so I feel good about myself when I realized I LOST A PANTS SIZE.!! Yaaaay. :D I found a shirt and a pair of jeans I really liked. When I got home my parents had a cookie cake waiting on me. I love cookie cake. We went to o'charlies for dinner. And dad got me a dessert from the city cafe...and thats where things got a tad awkward. I ran into this guy I used to go on dates with..I hadn't seen him in years. I felt like I had just ran into a ghost. He was friendly..but I was thinking..uhhhh...what did I just walk into.?! But overall it was a good birthday..I am a little sad about missing adam..and him not being here..but he'll be home in a week thank goodness. I'm really lonely without him. Thank god for my friends. Tomorrow I'll be trying on dresses for Kay's wedding. I hope I won't be disappointed or self conscious. Wish me luck.

I've been thinking..

Cayle and I haven't done any crafts since Christmas time. And i found this website with great ideas for every holiday of the year.! Including birthdays and april fools. Not that April fools counts anymore. Here Are some pictures of a few that I would like to do with Cayle for sure.! I think the older he gets the more fun we'll have with it. But as of right now it'll still be fun. Poor Cayle has been sick since sunday. He has a tummy bug thats been going around..and he was nice enough to share it with everyone else..including me. I threw up a total of nine times..poor cayle has thrown up 5. I wish I could make him feel better faster, but his pediatrician really knows his stuff. Cayle is definitely better than he was when I took him in. He is slowly getting his appetite back. But like I said before..keep him in your thoughts. Adam comes home next Friday. I'm so excited to see him. He's really starting to hate it down there. He said his internet has gone out 4 times in the past two weeks, there's no AC in the future academy, the team lead down there is a straight up witch, and traffic down there is AWFUL. Poor guy. Haha. My birthday is Friday.! And Christina and I are going to hit up the nail salon.! Hellooooo acrylics.! I'm so excited. I think I'm more excited about that than I am about it being my birthday haha. Then saturday Kay wants us to go try on brides maids dresses. She wants us to wear either brown or teal. I for sure want my bride's maids in purple. I love purple. As far as wedding planning goes. I think I want to make my own center pieces. I have so many ideas that I don't wanna pay someone to make them for me. Hoepfully Cayle will be feeling better within the next day or two. I know one things for sure. I'm ready to start doing these crafts. They're inexpensive and extremely creative. I'll post pictures when we start making them.!

Dr. Mommy.

Poor Cayle got sick today. He didn't want to eat much of anything today and that had me concerned..but then I figured maybe he wasn't hungry. Later today we met up with Kay and went to a few shops to kill some time..and on our way to the mall Cayle started coughing. Then..boom. Vomit everywhere. It broke my heart. He looked so pitiful. I was freaking out. I was trying not to cry and trying to get him clean. He was trying not to cry too. Kay she was so helpful. She got him out of his car seat and stripped him down and we wiped his face and the carseat down and pulled into a walmart. She got out and got him some wipes and a carseat cover and some water. I tried to offer to give her the money back but she wouldn't take it. She just helped to clean everything up. And it takes a true friend to help you clean up baby vomit. I can't thank her enough. It really made me appreciate the friends I do have who have been here for me through everything. I wanna thank kay by taking her to lunch or something for helping me. This isn't the first time she has. I'm taking Cayle in tomorrow to get checked out and I hope they can give me something or point me in the right direction at least as to whats wrong with him..I know I'm probably worrying alot but I just want to make sure he's okay. I'm a mommy and it's my job to worry. I'd like to get him a new book or something to make him feel better. One we can cuddle up and read since he isn't feeling too good. I'm going to sleep in the nursery with him tonight so I can be near him in case he gets sick again. Keep him in your thoughts. It looks like pedialyte is going to be a friend of ours for a few days.

What a day.!

I went to school this morning and I had FOUR clients.!! FOUR.! The first lady liked to keep a garden. She was really sweet. She tipped me five dollars for a partial wet set (rollers placed in the hair form the ears up.) She was very pleased with it. After that I had a manicure. The paint was a little clumpy, but it turned out okay for the first one I've done in forever. I don't mind manicures, they just take a while and they my hands tend to shake when I'm really concentrating. But she tipped me four dollars. Then I had another lady (she was my favorite.!). She was a little old lady who wanted a roller set. She was just as patient as I was. Sometimes hair doesn't want to cooperate. But after a little product it finally laid. She was so grateful and so happy with the results, and THAT right there is the whole reason I do what I do. I love making people happy. She even said she was coming back to me. And when I leave school she said she would come see me as long as she knew where I was working. I told her unfortunately Im be moving to knoxville, but if things change and I stay here I'd let her know. She tipped me twice she was so happy with the results. I wish I would've gotten a picture, but not many of my clients are interested in roller sets. I do mostly cuts and color.! Haha. After she was through my friend from high school came to see what I could do.! I gave her a fancy updo.! And she was really pleased with it. Shes a massage therapist in training so we can be each other's guinea pigs.! Also..my school is hosting a hair show at the comedy catch in April. And I will be doing hair and presenting it on stage. All the money coming from the show and donations will go to cancer patients to buy them new wigs and hair pieces and hats. If you're interested in coming let me know and I can give you more information. I'd love to have friends come support me.!

I wish..

I felt more like hair stylist. You know.? Well..when you think of hair stylist what comes to mind.? Perfect hair. Stylish trendy clothes. Fit. Pearly whit teeth. And elite at making some one's hair amazing. I can do hair don't get me wrong..but honestly..I don't have the 'feeling' of being a stylist. I wanna dress up and when people see me I want them to say or think 'I bet she does hair.' I just don't know where to start. I asked for money for my birthday. Soo maybe that weekend I can get new tops and jeans to make me feel more like a stylist. So to speak. I guess I just wanna have that natural confidence you see when you look at a hair stylist in a salon and interact with them when you're in the chair..The only probably with that theory is..I feel so so so guilty for spending money on myself. Cayle may have everything he needs..but I feel like all my money should go to new clothes for him or a new toy or something..but it shouldn't go to me. Not only that..I'm going for this certain 'look' and everywhere I go..they don't have what I'm looking for or it doesn't fit right..or its freakishly expensive..I dont know what to do..I guess alot of it has to do with taking care of yourself..but somewhere in that you have to look the part. Any suggestions.?